that no one ever care in this world.

Is there really hope for us ?
I don't think so. Do you think so ?
I'm not really ready if you ask me right now.
Cause i'm not ready.

It's hopeless already.
So let's just remain as friends ?
Is that all right ? I hope you'll understand.
It's just that it's not a good idea to start over again.

Everything would be awkward back.
So, BE FRIENDS ! ;D
I know i'll hurt you again,
but there's no more choice right ?


Love,
Ood. :)

Okay, here's the deal.
I know you popular, famous and whatsoever.
You don't have be so full of yourself every time.
To me, you're just a friend. Not an actor to be like by everyone.
Why won't you consider to just be you ? :)
Instead of being someone else's mirror ?

I don't mind not being like by you, but it's just sad to hear it.
I know i have no rights to say anything bout' you.
But because i'm your friend, that's why i'm talking bout' this.
Plus, what's with that LALA-ted act of you ?
Don't act cute to me because it ain't cute at all.

I'm not jealous or anything
You can have that fame of yours, i just don't get your attitude.
You're always a friend to me, that's all.
No more acting please. Asta La Vista, Babehhh. XD


Love,
Ood. :)

Are dreams that far to realize ?
Cause its kinda a little too far for me
It's just too far.

It's all over for me
My dreams are just gonna run over
like a lorry ran over to me

Everything's gone forever like you can't even catch a glimpse of it
Which is why i decided to give up though
I know from earlier that i can't succeed.
Ain't it true ? this is THE fact.

If i said to people about my dreams,
well some of them would be laughing
the others would support me.
But i know it would be impossible for me right ?

Most of friends knew bout' my dreams
but they support me. What about my parents ?
I don't think they agree bout' it.
They would be saying "It's impossible" i guess :)

Even though t tried to tell myself "I CAN DO IT"
but i just can't. It's too late for me already
I know it well cause there's many circumstances.

I just wants people to tell me,
"YOU CAN DO IT" that's all.


Love,
Ood. :)

Though we weren't together a very long time ago,
i still love you.
I've just noticed, which is bad.
After so long, i wonder have you ever thought about me
since then ? guess not.

I've hurt you badly though you love me,
i never thought it'll end up like this.
I never wanted to hurt anybody else,
especially the one i loved once.

I know it will be too late to bring back anything
But i just want you to know that
i still love you.

I know i sound desperate right now.
You people can judge me whatever you like
I'm just saying that it's too late to realize right now
It's just too late that i found out.

If only i could sew back everything
so it will be normal again.
Just like how we used to be together
It's been a memory inside my head
And now it'll always be inside forever like a scar :']



Love,
Ood. :)

To all the form 5's and form 6's out there,
GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST !
You just gotta believe in yourself that YOU CAN DO IT.

Cause i know you can :D
I know this is the biggest challenges in your life
Isn't it ?

So, all you have to do is to study smart ;)
Not to study hard. PFFT.
Just imagine it as your UPSR :P
Though i know it's harder than i think
But you can do it ain't it right ?

Well, All The Best Again !
All Well Ends Well.
Trust Yourself.


Love,
Ood. :)
 

My mind seems to be frustrated
I mean it's like you've been under control by someone
Everything looks so different these days.

It's like you don't know who to trust and others stuff
Which i don't understands at all
I just hope one day i could be free.

Freedom is the best thing in my life
IF there's such freedom in my life
But, guess not.

I just wanna be free one day
And do whatever i want
Like piercing, tattoo and stuff like that.

But sometimes parents would worried
That's what i'm worried right now
They're like our life which we loved.

Friends can't be trusted these days
But i still have the feeling to trust them
Cause they're my friends ?

Well, some of them are particularly my enemy
Even though we're friends, but it's okay though
I don't have a grudge on them.

BUT some are just too rude sometimes
that they don't even care at all
They act like they care about you,
but they don't even care about you at all.

They're just faking it to get people's attention
I have tons of friends like that
They're face look innocent on the outside,
but the inside, lies a devil in it.

That's the kind of friend i hated
They say they would help, but it was just a sympathy
They just wanna comfort you and by the next day,
they forgot everything they told.

Well, let me get this straight
I don't need your sympathy at all
All i needed from you is care
You just don't realize that you're just over reacting
That's what i hate about you

So please, please tell me what you really wants
Friendship ? or attention like you did ?
Tell me honestly.


Love,
Ood. :)