I don't know what to do right now.
It actually hurts whenever i try to tell someone my problems.
Maybe i AM crazy. cause i cut my wrist by using a stupid broken ruler.
Well, im not gonna throw that away. Anyways, its just a scratch.
But its better to hurt myself better than crying.

Im just useless. Im a coward. I don't dare to tell anyone anything.
That's why i cut myself. But its better to do that so i can release my stress :)
And im totally left out. I told Eira what happen and she says, *secret*.
Whatever it is, everything hurts me. I don't know how to say it in words.
But it just hurts a lot. I'm never gonna tell anyone what im doing nor what im talking bout.

It sucks majorly ! You know what, LIFE just sucks a lot !
Everything totally changes for me. I seriously had no idea why.
Main thing is, people change. They never tell us anything. Pfft
Maybe im just a busybody. Whatever, im just gonna forget it.
Time for emo moments tonight !


Love,
Ood. :)