I don't know how many times I've been saying this. Ahha.
But I just can't get the right words to express it.

Well, no one could actually understand me.
Like seriously, NO ONE ! :)
Even my family. No jokes !
Is it because I'm hard to understands or whutt ?
It actually hurts me a lot more than what you've imagine. Cause no one understands you
or believe in you.

So, what's the point of still living in this world having people never understands you right ?
I hated myself the truth is. :')
Never once i love myself. LOL. it's stupid to think this way, i know.
But its because no one understands me so its no use living right here right now.
It's better if I'm not in this world, not a second, not a minute, not an hour.

I maybe a crybaby. cause once I get scolding even if its a lil',
I'll starts to cry. I don't know why. Maybe because I really needs someone to understands me i guess. :]
But I'm gonna live like nothing ever happen at all.
Lock myself in the room and tears will start pouring. :')
If life is a waste of time and time is a waste of life, why bother to live ?


Love,
Ood. :')